My lil bro..

Hey all.. He's my baby brother. The one that always bring smiles to our family..eventho sumtimes.. well, u noe kids! hehe...

He's so pampered yet at times too nasty.. but, rotan dady always works. He's so easy to adapt with new sorroundings and strangers.. and yess he know alll the villagers more than me nor my sis & bro. This little boy went to all ocassion happens in our beloved Kampung yet me and my sister prefer to watch tv at home. Just name it wedding, sports, kaamatan..hehe.!

I miss to talk to him, I miss to disturb him while he watch TV, I miss to check his homework (even at times I might shout..huh, very impatient me!), I miss to eat maggie mee with him (when mum n dad x around..heheh)..

Can't wait to meet this lil gessy aka ferguson!

cest la vie..

yesterday i didn't turn up for work.. the fever and flu is killing me but i enjoy wasting my time relaxing the whole day and be the couch potate for the whole day (which i used to do b4 working).. plus, my lil sis just came back for her 2 months holiday.ghosh! im so damn happy..

i've been hurt and i've been betrayed.. but i manage to stand strong. maybe sebab I believe that God is fair..for there is something good in every single trial.. and yess it always happen that way. its good bah to have positive imaging eventhough i felt like no hope. my big sis once told me "if God brings u to it, he will help you through it". betul juga la..

i miss my siblings so much and i hope they miss me too!

regards, erica

beautiful words of God..

"weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning (psalm 30:5)"

in my quest to find the truth..

sometimes we all are so afraid to be honest with ourself because we know that honesty will lead us off the path that we've mapped out..
What if we allow our fear to provoke us into actions?
can facing our fear be what walks us into something better?
I do not have the answer..
but in my quest to find my own..i discovered somewhere worth traveling to.
in my life, i ignore my fears too often.
But then i left with nothing to challenge the best of me..
i just remain cowering from my true identity..

There is no discovery!!